''Take care of people who trust you because you've proved your friendship, take care of people who love & respect you. Don't think about people who are next to you today, without guarantee of shared future.'' - this quote have been in my phone for so long and whenever I feel down I read this again and again. I don't know why some things in my life is as complicated as they are. I don't know why do I keep losing my friends again & again. I don't know why my parents fight for so long. I don't know if I will graduate this year. I don't know why there is no love in my life. I don't know if I ever gonna be happy. But I know why do I keep smoking as much as I do. Stressed, tense, tired. That's how I feel after yesterdays anxiety which came so unexpectedly. I'm really tired and I feel down today. Also I feel like I'm going to be sick. Runny nose & headache as well. I'm drinking herbal tea & eating garlic to feel better because I've some plans for this week already. I hope I'll feel better soon, because mental health depends on physical health. I'm working with myself really hard last months! And I really don't want to stop right now, right here. I'm trying to say that- no matter how do I feel now I want to feel happy tomorrow. I want to feel pleased with my life and I don't feel ashamed if I feel bad today, because I'm gonna be happy someday, right? And also I'm not going to fake it, I'm true to myself and others, so I decided to share these emotions here today. :) #autumn_depression // And how are you feeling today? Tell me! I will be happy to talk with someone today.